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i was feeling like the loneliest person in the world. why can't things go my way, just once? what's God trying to do, break me so i'll hang to him?so i sat in the toilet, and with the water running, i cried and cried and cried. not just because of my dear YB, but life on a whole. how confusing and uncertain everything is, who do i trust? where do i go? what do i do?there are times where tears are the best remedy for a broken heart& sometimes they serve no purpose but to drain you of your water and hurt your eyes.so, afterward, was lying in bed in an empty house, i started to write.i confess i drew inspiration from dawn's text; thanks sweetheart.Finding myself at a loss for wordsnot knowing what to sayUnable to express my fear and painbut Lord, I know that it's okay.The last thing I need is to be heardNo, Lord, please silence meInstead I will listen for Your voiceas you whisper gently.Speak, Lord God, and I will knowthe path I have to takeand though it be long, narrow, hardMy walk will not be swayedEven as You see me nowand loneliness plagues my heartI will yet hold to You, O Lord Most HighI refuse to be corruptFor You, Lord Jireh, will provideno matter the circumstanceand despite the turbulence and uncertaintyMy whole world is in Your hands.So, dearest Jesus, dear Friend and Kingspeak life into my souland Lord, I stand by the truth:In You, i'm beautiful, made whole.
