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Tuesday 23 September 2008
12:17 am

DEAR BLUE-EYED-CHIMPANZEE...

i am watching ep after ep of Grey's Anatomy (season 4), and i have come to realize something truly astounding! :)
YOU are CRISTINA.
Cristina is emotionally impaired, sarcastic, and seemingly cold but is actually seriously funny and adorable. oh and she is brilliant.

I am MEREDITH.
Meredith is the pretty one. *cackle* she's like a little girl who just wants to be loved, and she's got "issues", yet is super lovable, too. ALSO, Meredith gets Derek!

DEREK.
Derek is just... sexy and dreamy, and brilliant (neurosurgery, anyone?) and has awesome hair. He adores Meredith. <3>
MARK.
This guy's picture, I just put up for kicks. McSteamy, hooooo boy. he's steamy, all right.


Sunday 21 September 2008
1:43 am

post of randomness that has got no point. =)

potato wedges with sour cream & cheese & bacon from Pancake Parlour
they had a funny mirror that makes you look like a dwarf :D hehehe cute eh? 
really realllllly gorgeous sunset. camera's not that great, so it isnt very clear but the sky was, like, rainbowy! =) sooo pretty. =) i miss my husband.
daryl's surprise birthday thing: a shot with the girls. he had to wear a pink elmo shirt. :D
dinner--- scallopini fungi! =) it's veal. shiok. :D
okay thats all. sorry mummy for spending so much money!!!! =(
but this is gonna be such a great term break =D whoohoooohoooooo!!!!
also, facebook is addictive. i was fiddling around with it and suddenly i'd logged in 4 times in a day. or something. in any case! i am now friends with rudy. heheheh. :D


Friday 19 September 2008
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gHga-c0siQU/SNKD32EXdSI/AAAAAAAAAtY/I5bZ3-8onts/s1600-h/PICS+FROM+MY+PHONE+404.jpg 2:37 am

this is Elizabeth.
Elizabeth is awesome.

but that's only because i have helped her become awesome. :)
ergo, i am awesomer. :)


Tuesday 16 September 2008
3:19 pm

小学生造句 

题目天才 

小朋友写我3天才洗一次澡。 

老师评语要每天洗才干净 ~~ 




Monday 15 September 2008
1:53 am

POP THE CORK, BABY, WE ARE CELEBRATING THE COMPLETION OF MY LIT ESSAY - ALTHOUGH  IT IS GARBAGE THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.

NEVERTHELESS! 
I TASTE FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, i need sleep.


Sunday 14 September 2008
9:08 pm

still working on lit. =) i'm up to 1100 words!!! yayyy i am a genius.

brain houston spoke in church today! he totally flew over from sydney in the afternoon just to preach here, because, of course, shakers is just so awesome. =D heheheh.

i really like him. i think he's so funny and humble for a guy of his position, seriously.
plus his son is so... *sighhhh*. (JOEL HOUSTON. I'M TALKING ABOUT JOEL HOUSTON.)

ANYWAYS! i like rudy too, now! =D
i think he and joel are kinda alike-ish, cos they both lead worship (hoooo boy) and they can both preach really well and they are both scruffy and... okok hormones. 

PLUS, rudy's in shakers, which is in melbourne. so, it's that much more likely that anything would happen. liiiiiike... i could, like, marry him. HA HA HA . 

so anyways this is rudy, and i think he looks like a monkey in this picture, so cute heheheh. it was taken in june, during BW. =) 
alrighty, lit calls to me...


6:47 pm

gorgeous new song we sang in church... love it, love it to bits.

more than a nice melody
more than the sweetest of words
this is the love i have found
and in this love i am found

i just want You, Jesus
i just want You, my Lord
i just want You, Jesus
i just want You

never could i comprehend
the love You so freely give
and never could i be worthy
but Your love covers all of my sins

i just want You, Jesus
i just want You, my Lord
i just want You, Jesus
i just want You

there is no greater love than Yours
nothing could ever compare
and even if i searched all the world
i would never find a love like Yours

so i just want You, Jesus
i just want You, my Lord
i just want You, Jesus
i just want You
i just want You


Friday 12 September 2008
2:49 pm

we had to go to some art gallery for HOI tute this week. :D

ooooooooooh lala. hey, it's art, alright?! :D
KICKASS CONVERTIBLE.
me, in the kickass convertible.
the car is so pretty and WHITE, i love it! i love it! i love love love love love it!  
it belongs to one of my friends in my HOI tute, and he was giving me a lift back and cruising around on a beautiful spring day with the top of the car down...
A W E S O M E N E S S S S S S S S ! ! ! ! ! !

i want a convertible, too. =) sighhhh. someday. *dreamy grin*



Wednesday 10 September 2008
7:08 pm


are you here with me tonight
as i lie awake in bed?
i think about how i have failed you today
and what a difference this has made.

when you promised you would never leave
to which situations did that apply?
for it's difficult to internalize you'd still want me
for today, i know i've made you cry.

i look out to the night sky
and see the clouds spread out in sheets
my thoughts immediately fly to you
how you swept me off my feet.

are you paying attention at all to me
as i write here in the dark?
please don't scoff and turn away
seeing numbness claim my heart.

tonight i cling to the hope
that nothing is as it seems
that there will be a way out from all this pain
God, please infiltrate my dreams. 



Tuesday 9 September 2008
9:21 pm

GORGEOUS wooden merry-go-round that dawn made for me!!! heeheehee.
now i have one more present to collect when i go back. :D
this, my jigsaw, and... JDJ-day present! muahahahahahaha
thank youuuu babe! love you! love love love! <333


Sunday 7 September 2008
11:16 pm

Lord, please forgive me
forgive me for mocking Your child
for saying "use me!", then turning my back on those in need of help
forgive me for pushing down Your holy Spirit and letting my nature bubble up instead.

Lord, forgive me for scorning 
forgive me for judging
i know it isn't my place, or my right.

Lord, show me how to love like You do
open my eyes to see things in the spiritual realm 
help me see through Your eyes
and prepare my mind for action. 

forgive me for forgetting.
forgive me for ignoring.

for Your is a ministry of restoration.


Friday 5 September 2008
12:05 am

IT'S BEEN FOUR YEARS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHA i used photos that were taken in 2004, the year of our... death/birth.
heehee we all looked so toot. :D

i remember being at east coast, walking into the water. 
i remember my sunflower and chasing dry people, trying to hug them.
hahaha! trying to get daniel yan down! :D

hasn't Daddy been really really awesome these past 4 years?
all the stuff He's brought us through, as a group, but more importantly as individuals. 
Jesus is so beautiful. 
and so are you, each one, precious and soooo darling to me. and to Him!

happy baptism day, sweethearts. love you, so so much.



Thursday 4 September 2008
12:25 am

i am awesomeness personified. =D

when i go back we're gonna hang out till the world's end! 
muahahahahaha

go play guitar and sing at the war memorial again
have dinner at NYNY and eat tons of fairy floss
dress up and go to the garden terrace atop esplanade
go see midnight movies then go to your place to stay over :D
screw with people's minds... *cackle*
SLEEPOVERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ice-cream-making machines.. hehehe
go to chomps for supper :D 
write pretty songs and record them
BOTANIC GARDENS! PICNIC ! ! ! ! ! !
take tons of pictures
Covenant Day.

awesomeeeeeeee i can't wait <3<3<3


Monday 1 September 2008
12:14 am

i am blogging so much now because i have nothing urgent to complete. =)
and thus i have nothing else to do. =)

i walked around today feeling like a girlfriend.
like, honestly, i felt like i was someone's girlfriend.
therefore, i'm thoroughly convinced that i dreamt of some guy last night. 
and in my dream, he was probably my husband or boyfriend or something.
so today i felt all warm and fuzzy and loved up inside. heheheh.
although i don't really have any solid recollection of what i dreamt of. it's an instinct.

we were discussing Freud in HOI last week...
and so, while dissecting my dreams, which always seem to involve males and ladders...
we came to the conclusion that, by sick twisted freudian theories, i am constantly horny.
which cannot be true and even if it were -and it's not -- i wouldn't ever admit it. =)
and in any case, everyone is constantly horny according to Freud, that sex-crazed nut

so anyway! this is charlotte.
today, charlotte said, "i like joey. she's like an alien."

i am an alien! =) wow, pure joy, and may blessing pour onto the australian community. -.-".
i don't know what i'm saying either.