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Friday 31 October 2008
2:06 am

CAN I JUST STATE, FOR THE RECORD, HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO BE CALLED.. 

-SLUTTY  =elizabeth lee

-GEYLANG-WORTHY  =rachel wong

-FAT  =jeremiah lee

-LIKE A COW  =rochelle yong

ALL AT THE SAME TIME? =)
REALLY, IT FEELS FANTASTIC.

thank GOD for awesome people like dawn and aieshah.. who see me for the gorgeous-beyond-gorgeous beauty queen that i truly am. 

*sighs contentedly*


Monday 27 October 2008
9:35 pm

pics from my weekend... =) just because i dont have much else to blog about. =)

heheheh me and gisele bundchen practically identical, hey? :D
saw "The Women". very girl-power movie, like sex & the city, minus the sex. :D
botanic gardens <3>
and... he's here!!! :D:D:D
david rafael ferrin garces. i've got his name down pat. :D and he was born 14th april 03. 
love him, he's the cutest EVER. <3
PRAY for my boy, people. i want him to know that Jesus loves him. <3>

on to more frivolous things...
the ball's on friday, which is less than a week away, and i've got nothing to wear. :) joy.

there was this dress, though, pink and HOT, and the sales assistants kept telling me how gorgeous i looked.. BUT! sales assistants cannot be trusted, since all they want from you is your money, especially if they work on commission. 

i looked at myself in the mirror and thought, "hey, i do look pretty!" but THEN i realized IT WAS A SKINNY MIRROR!!!!! you know, one of those things that make you look skinny? 
deception is a terrible thing, truly. anyway the dress costs 300 bucks.

therefore.... i am in abit of a situation right now. :) 
WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO????

seriously, that's a question. :)


Saturday 25 October 2008
3:11 am

No matter what, the truth remains
Love is the strongest weapon I have.
Grace is the most powerful force in the world.
The Cross has overcome everything
and Jesus is on my side.


Tuesday 21 October 2008
10:32 am

just because i love you so much. or something. =) HAHAHA .<3


Monday 20 October 2008
12:30 am

if no one else will go, i will.
if no one else will step up, here i am, Lord, use me. 
i'm right here. 

use me to bring forth change. 
use me to bring restoration to those whom this world has shattered. 
use me to bring healing to the broken-hearted, the spirit-starved, the weary, burdened, lost. 

Lord, starve me of myself, until i die
and until all that's left of me is.. You. 

if Your church isn't going to where it should
if missions have become just one-a-year or once-a-month thing, devoid of love & sincerity
if the affluence You've blessed us with doesn't go out of the 4 walls of the building

then keep my tongue from words of condemnation
and keep my heart from bitterness and judgment 

And simply... Use me. 

see my hands? take them, do through them what You will, they're Yours.
see my feet? take them, lead me to where You will, they're Yours.
see my lips? take them, speak through them what You will, they're Yours.
You see every inch of me. now, take it all.
I'm Yours.

for real, now.


Sunday 19 October 2008
12:21 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING FREAK !!!
I LOVE YOU (x INFINITYYY)
though you piss me off sometimes. 
alot of the times. ah, well. i piss you off, too. so. =)

Proverbs 17:17
A friend loves at all times, and a (sister) is born for adversity. 

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Wednesday 15 October 2008
8:01 pm

random pics. they're on facebook anyway. just adding afew here to picture-ize the blog abit.

went shopping. bought myself a ring =)

friend's sweet 16... i didn't get a sweet 16. 
i'm gonna do a sexy 17 when i go home. EVERYONE'S INVITED! =) 
we'll figure out the dress code and all that later. hmm but it'll be something cool like.. "cartoons" or "dress to scare!" or "black & white" or "pink & green" or something.

I DID THIS. IN LIKE A HALF HOUR, UNDER STRESS. how awesome am I??? 
okay for my sexy 17 par-tay, i'm NOT gonna do my own decorations like at my freaking farewell okay so those of you who call yourselves my friends... please step up. =D
pretty asian chickies =) i think we look HOTTT. bhb heheheh.
me & birthday girl! =D
sleepover after =)

another friend's 21st. hmm at MY 21st, i am gonna drink lots of cocktails! =D and wear seriously high heels and maybe by then Daddy would've stopped making me WAIT and i'd have an awesome boyfriend. then we'd go on one of those horse carriage rides! =D okay anyway.

random facts:
 - i have a facial mask on and look like a ghost. like, King Hamlet, or something.
 - very very thankful for awesome friends even though they're not around most of the time =(
oh welll.
 - am a hippopotamus. or a giant fat rhino or something. =( =( =(
 - miss retards in singapore very very much! =D

whatever i should stop stalling and get to work. have tons to do. =D


3:44 am

skyping elizabeth again... 
a couple of riddles from my psych tute:

me: "what holds water, yet is full of holes?"

eliz: "huh. i dont know... *sudden epiphany!* oh oh!! HOLES!" :D

wahahahhahaha. FUNNY! get it? it's a totally nonsensical answer! so.. it's funny! =) 


alrighty, anyways.


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BCD GJ OPQ R S U

can you figure out where to put the letter Z- does it go on the top or bottom line? why? =)



Tuesday 14 October 2008
11:51 pm

from casting crowns...

be careful, little eyes, what you see
it's the second glance that ties your hands
as darkness pulls the strings

be careful, little feet, where you go
for it's the little feet behind you
that are sure to follow

be careful, little ears, what you hear
when flattery leads to compromise
the end is always near

be careful, little lips, what you say
for empty words and promises
lead broken heart to stray

it's a slow fade, when you give yourself away
it's a slow fade, when black and white are turned to grey
and darks invade
choices are made
a price will be paid
when you give yourself away
people never crumble in a day...



9:52 pm

imagine, what kind of nightmare would it be if you were married to someone and one day, you woke up and realized you didn't know that person anymore? 

how scary would that be? 
how scary is this?



4:38 pm

riddle that drove me mad...

FECpoxTION.

what does this mean? =)


Thursday 9 October 2008
11:15 pm

THIS IS ME! =D
*ooh look at my sexayy lips*
*i am devastated boohoohoo*
*i am pissed off... rarrr!!!*
*i am acting sweet. omg call the modelling agency...*

the point of all that, was to show you guys.. my awesome-beyond-awesome HAIR. =) 
super DUPER awesomeee! =) heeheehee.

*awwwwww* look, how cute. what a cutie pie. i'll bet that girl grows up to be really pretty.
okay this effective fulfills my quota for narcissism for the decade <3



Wednesday 8 October 2008
11:20 pm

skyping elizabethh...
she just took her eeyore soft toy and rubbed its butt, up and down against her webcam, saying

"see i am showing you his ass.. his ass.. his asss...."

"i don't wanna grow up, i'm a Toys R Us kid..." 

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
OMG FREAKING FUNNY CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.


Tuesday 7 October 2008
7:59 pm

pics from camp... =) it was really great, but not in the way i'm used to, i guess. can't wait for youth camp! 14th dec, that's... like, 70 days away. awesome. =D

our bunks =) toilets were absolute crap, but hey i survived sydney, i can do anything.
the campsite was right next to the beach! AND!!!!! the guys dragged one another into the icy cold water. which means, i saw ________ shirtless! kill me, i died. =D
this is one of the guys from out cellgroup. we buried him. =D
this pic, i put up cos the girl's so pretty and she's only 14. wth.


VANESSA COMES TO MELBOURNE!!! YAY!!!!
it was so comfortable just girl-talking with her nonstop, because it's like she's a little piece of home. *awwww* so anyway! i have officially been updated with all the churchie stuff. muahahaha =D

dinner! at a RESTAURANT. =D teehee.
okay you know how SIA forces their stewardesses to wear hideous lipstick? =)
we put it on, just for the heck of it... omg i look freaking chio can?! HA HA HA.
alcohol and junk food! =D nah it's just green tea. i am mildly high as i type this hahahaha
VANESSA YOU ARE SOOO PRETTY. honestly with no sarcasm. chio. =D


Thursday 2 October 2008
1:53 am

received an email:

'Many years ago , when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness.. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, 'Yes I'll do it if it will save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.

He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'.

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her but he had chosen to save her anyway.'

how sweeeet is that?!