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DRAT WINTER!DRAT THE FLU BUG!spring begins tomorrowwwwww~ yeah baby yeah baby yeah yeah yeah :Dlet's get all philosophical.sometimes in life... *violin music, yee yeeeeee yeeeeee*you have to get through the winter of your soul...to make it to spring... and only then...will the flowers and butterflies and fairies pop up.wow, how deep am i.food for thought. =D i never understood that phrase.
how fragile is life?everyday you're alive, live. Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember to say, 'I love you' to your loved ones, but most of all mean it.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
look, see in that sin-filled worldthere's a broken-hearted girllook, see how she hurts, alone.My son, you must go and bring her home.come, beloved, come and seehow beautiful, whole, you are to Methrough death I conquered your enemydarling, embrace it, and live free~
pray for mike and the guglielmucci family, yah? if you know what's happened.if you don't, then put it out of your mind. :Dchurch today was awesome, ps glen berteau is so funny heheheh.ANYWAYS!i just wanna state, for the record, how amazing it is to actually have a friendship like this, that i can feel so downright crap about. BECAUSE, if i can feel so bad about it, it means that i feel equally good about it at times right? get it? get it? get it? :Dokay. =)Healer is still one of the most powerful, beautiful, anointed songs i've ever heard.Jesus is still King of all, and genesis 50:20...mike gug will become an awesome man of God. =) in Jesus' name. whoohoo~
Very Mindless Post *as are its recent predecessors* i know i'm being a bitch. =Dit is fun to be thoughtless and selfish. AND, CONFESSION--- i've been watching gossip girl. :xit's just so fun looking at the girls, eye candy so gorgeous and glamorous.maybe it's cos all the characters on the show are also bitchy and self-centred.OHH NNO. fine in any case i'm not watching anymore. okay? okay? okay???? -.-"random pictures!!! =D these people are from planetshakers' youth ministry and are completely chock full of nonsense & craziness.
at mcdonalds, was so happy when i found a happy meal toy :D :D :D
heheheh. hideous creepy little thing.i miss hillsong!!! :Dand i feel like going to Soup Spoon in Singapore and drinking the tokyo chicken Soup thing! :DI FEEL TIRED, on the inside of me, and it's a tiredness that no amount of sleep can remedy.Jesus!!! =) Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus i miss youuuuuu <3and you. i miss you, too.lalala lala lalala lala lalalala~~~oh happy day! *oh happy dayyyyyyy*
spam spam spam.heehee.
heheh i am spamming my own blog. 5.20am, haven't slept all night. heheheh.hoi makes people go nuts.
just watched A Walk to Remember. for the firstttt time.cried and cried.romantic, sighhh.hello?? what about me??? i wanna go stargazing with my guy too! -.-".shut up joey.ok.
FINALLY DONE!!!but its total garbage. boo.
man, this essay is the PITS. God, i hope i don't fail.
i cannot actually believe how much rubbish i am typing in the stupid essay.
ESSAYS.Evil Snakes thatSuckAway atYouSickeningly.i'm still at it. HOI, bane of my life.oh, sweet liberation! why won't you come for me???
i dont even care if i dont do well.i just wanna get this over and done with.no no no! i dont mean that. i want to do well.i want to do fantastic, mindblowing, earth shatteringly well.*brain implodes*
one day a lollipop was walking down the street, showing off its brightly coloured swirls. "look at me! feast your eyes!" it said. "hahaha i am so big and colourful and swirly and people like looking at me!"the lollipop snarled contemptuously at all the ordinary sweets staring at him in envy."i am special! i am unique! i am in high demand!", it continually shouted, strutting its glucose/fructose-laden self. "hahaha, you gobstopper, you look so small and stupid! not like ME! muahahaha!" it stuck its tongue out at the little round sweet."how are you today, mr chocolate? you are brown! brown is a disgusting colour! look at ME! i am green and white and yellow and white and blue! and orange! mauahahaha. are you jealous? are you? are you????"then the chocolate said, "yeah but at least i give people endorphins", trying to console itself.but the lollipop had strutted away by then.suddenly, a giant turd fell from the sky and smothered the lollipop.the end.UPDATE: une grosse merde a tombé du ciel! that means, the giant turd fell from the sky, in FRENCH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL! 
you look so not retarded in the picture =)i love you! evidently. heheh.
this is carl jung. =)
he was popular with women. and he wrote lots of letters to sigmund freud. obsessed with myth and dreams, he began communicating with the dead when he was 20. and apparently, he thought he was god, or something.i think he was disturbed.
in BGR... people smile a whole lotthey go dancingand get lost in each others' eyes.they hold hands, clutching priceless gifts.they go on datesand talk for hours on end. they find excuses just to spend time together. and give presents to each other all the time. for no reason. just to say, "you're loved. by me. to bits."and, being caught up in the whole whirl of romance,they don't particularly care about what others think of the relationship.because it just doesn't matter, especially if they oppose it.all that matters is you, and me. in BGR.
KILL HOI.CARL JUNG IS FULL OF NONSENSEAND NONE OF HIS FINDINGS MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALLI CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BEING FORCED TO READ THIS STUFF.KILL. HOI. NOW.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARLING PEOPLE (AND COUNTRY)!!! sze! i love you my dear girl! 6AUG.
dahlia, who doesnt know i have a blog, but nvm =D 8AUG.
timo, my savior in the age of mac. HAHAHA. 9AUG.
i love my country. hot, humid, miniscule, no-chewing-gum Singapore.
daniel, single and available. i rmb you telling us to advertise you on our blogs, like, ages ago. HAHAHA. 10AUG.
huishan! =D i know you miss my laughter. me too. HAHA. 10AUG.
so i'll admit, this post is erm, a distraction because i'm supposed to be doing readings for my HOI essay now but reading SUCKS and essays SUCK, therefore. =)anyhow, you can't escape reality so back to the real world it is, for me. for now. sigh. =)"THE ___ OF THE ____ IS MY ________! " nehemiah 8:10.
Psalm 4.answer me when i call to you, O my righteous God. give me relief from my distress; be merciful to me and hear my prayer. how long, O men, will you turn my glory into shame?how long will you love delusions and seek false gods?know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself;the Lord will heal when i call to him. in your anger do not sin;when you are on your beds,search your hearts and be silent.offer right sacrifices and trust in the Lord. many are asking, "who can show us any good?"let the light of your face shine upon us, O Lord.you have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wince abound.i will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.
i don't think it's enough, now. that's it, i give up. i'm sorry. i don't have it in me. it isn't there.
"what do you know to be true?"
now, hold to it.
if you don't become real, and soon,then my life will be meaningless forever
it's never about me. never, ever, ever.my accomplishments arent about me.my failings arent about me. my pain isnt about me.my difficulty isnt about me. my victory isnt about me. none of it is mine.it's never about me. Lord, i give you my heart...break it.
