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Sunday 30 November 2008
8:42 pm

no one gives a flip about eisner. honestly.


1:08 am

i know it's so random, but
WHO REMEMBERS THESE?????????
ally's favouriteee. HAHAHA.
this is soooo me. REMEMBER?!?!! omggg :( i miss everyone.
miss you freaks.
i think reminisce is a funny word.


12:55 am

joanna: do you realize that your speech frequently incorporates various parts of a chicken's anatomy?


Saturday 29 November 2008
11:39 pm


i miss you.


Friday 28 November 2008
11:14 am

found this in my journal. forgot i'd written it.
i hate how forgetful i am.

"i haven't spoken with you in awhile. when i don't talk to my friends- dear friends- for too long, they stop being so dear to me. look at ____ and ______ and _______. 

i suppose, it's the same with you. in this book, this very book itself, i penned down dreams and aspirations and visions i once saw so clearly, revelations from you i heard so clearly. 

in this very book, i have journal-ed and pondered and meditated after an intense experience in your showers of anointing. just a mere few weeks ago, i soaked in your presence like it was the most natural thing in the world. 

just a few months ago i was so besotted and intoxicated and in love with you, i heard you with that much clarity and you were mine. you were truly, truly mine, and it showed. i know it showed, but now i don't want to live in the past, and i don't want to live in this present present i have, either. 

i have come because i would love to make it right, all of it. i want to breathe you in, so deeply, and so fully, until i am totally filled, until it overflows and until your being seeps out of mine. so, i have come. 

i hope, i hope. i hope you'll see it, and show up, and come be with me."

still, i hold to that.


Thursday 27 November 2008
7:35 pm

and he plays guitar pretty.
and sings pretty.


7:34 pm

martin smith looks like a grown up cartoon boy.
like a blonde astroboy.


6:45 pm

the sky looks fake
i feel like crap

no reason
this is so stupid

i can't even rhyme properly
i want to puke amen. 


Wednesday 26 November 2008
8:40 am

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." -Mother Theresa.


Sunday 23 November 2008
10:13 pm

"the devil has come to steal and to kill and to destroy...
but i knew that if i could sing, i could sing my way to freedom."
-Jill McCloghry


Saturday 22 November 2008
11:45 am

LOOK AT ALL THE PRETTY CHICKENS!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHEH
CHICKEN LITTLE!! =D
Disclaimer: this does not mean I have found a new obsession with chickens, I just think the word is very cute and so I googled it and this is what I found. :) Please do not mistakenly think I really really really really really really love them and for that stupid reason, decide to get me chicken-related items as birthday/christmas/random gifts. :)



Friday 21 November 2008
12:46 am

joey: tell me about the enlightenment.
joanna: OKAY! *blah blah blah blah blah* enlightenment jean jacque whatever john locke declaration of whatever *blah blah blah* skeptic.. *blah blah* born in 1679 *blah blah blah blah blah blah blah*...
joey: *sighhhhhs and looks extremely pained*
joanna: are you listening to me or not!??!?!
joey: honestly, no.
joanna: *flabbergasted*
joey: OKOK i am aBIT, okay??
joanna: *grumble grumble* joey is stupid..
joey: no i'm not, you are.
joanna: you're stupid.
joey: no, you're stupid.
joanna: you're stupid.
joey: you're stupid.
joanna: you're stupid.
joey:you're stupid.
joanna: you're stupid.
joey: you're stupid.
joanna: you're stupid.
joey: oh my god i should go blog this.
joanna: nooooo..
joey: okay hang on i go blog first.
joanna: you suckkkkk.
joey: no, you suck. *goes off to blog*

WE ARE SO NOT PREPARED FOR HOI.
*BANG BANG BANG ACKKK WE'RE DEAD!* :D


12:14 am

random thoughts swimming around in my head...

my back hurts.
my back hurts. 
my back hurts.
i am depressed.
no i am not.
yes i am.
depression is too strong a word.
fine i am upset.
i hate HOI.
no i don't.
fine it is merely annoying.
yes it is.
i'm glad i wasn't born in saudi arabia.
eat shit and die.
don't want.
fine then don't. 
i cannot believe i am typing rubbish when i have an exam in 9 hours.
my back hurtsssssss.
who cares about the renaissance.
not me.
not me, either.
chicken neh neh.
glad hamlet's over and done with.
WHY IS EVERYONE BEING SO WEIRD????
i don't know.
me neither.
i hate it when people are weird.
it just makes me feel weird.
oh my god my back is killing me.
shut up and drive.
no car.
no license.
hahahaha.
okay.
bye.
raving moronic lunatic.


Wednesday 19 November 2008
10:57 pm

stress can kill.


10:07 pm

HOW TO STUDY FOR HOI?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!

*ACKKKKKKK*


9:18 pm

Studies have shown that people required to constantly churn out essay after essay have higher chances at suffering mental and emotional instability, as well as frequent spurts of momentary insanity. Also, they eat a lot more chocolate than the rest of the world's population. 


2:41 pm

joanna: the entire year of math has gone to hell in a hen basket..
joey: i never understood that expression.
joanna: what?
joey: why hen basket?
joanna: because it sounds funny.
joey: what about tupperware? it's going to hell in a tupperware. quite funny also what.
joanna: yah but last time when they created it, didnt have tupperware.
joey: orh. what about fishing net?
joanna: why would there be a fishing net is hell?
joey: why would there be a hen basket in hell?
joanna: AIYA! *looks very exasperated* let's not debate this.
joey: *snigger snigger* okay.
.
.
.
.
.
.
joanna: i think am sinking into depression...
joey: don't worry! i be your psychologist :D
joanna: dont want lah i will commit suicide.
joey: OI! give me a chance lah!
joanna: fine. i am depressed.
joey: why?
joanna: my life sucks.
joey: hmmm....
joanna: you think so long, i kill myself already lah!
joey: WAIT LAH!!!! okok think about the good things in life.
joanna: dont have good things... :(
joey: think about the birds flying in the sky..
joanna: dont like birds.
joey: think about the little kiddies of the world..
joanna: dont like kiddies.
joey: think about chocolate...
joanna: dont like chocolate.
joey: *eyes light up* i know! think about FRENCH!!!! think about paris and the funny tower.
joanna: dont really like france...
joey: OMG just go and sleep lah.
joanna: YOU SUCKKKK.....
joey: you think be psychologist very easy ah!
joanna: i should just crawl into a coffin and slam it shut...


HAHAHAHAHAHA FREAKING HILARIOUS, OKAY. OKAY OKAY DAMNN FUNNYYYYY.


1:25 am

i think i am a very tough friend to have. 
if you disagree, the only possible reason for that is, you have not been talking to me.
or spending time with me. :)

sorry to all my precious, precious darlings who take my shit day-in, day-out.
love you all.

ok bye.


Monday 17 November 2008
10:47 pm

I believe there is divine imagination 
Give it wings for it created aviation 
Every little hope you’re holding inside 
Every little gleam you keep in you eye 

Before a seed became a flower there was a vision 
The dream is planted deep, He’ll shower it with wisdom 
Flowing with love that’s making you smile 
You’ve waited in your faith, you’ve dreamed your whole life 
Your soul begins to fly

There’s a dream in your heart 
And His heart is your prayer 
You can move mountains with your life in His hands 
He’ll tear down the walls and He’ll walk where you can’t 
Have faith in the power to believe 
He’s given you a dream

I pray your dream will leap beyond your expectation 
You’ll see miracles- He has no limitations 
Listen to His voice, a spark will ignite 
Let Him be the strength to carry your life 
He’ll raise your spirit high

He's given you a dream.





Sunday 16 November 2008
7:41 pm

MY NEW FAVOURITE WORD IS CHICKEN.
say it after me!
CHICKEN!
CHICKEN!
CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN!!! :D


Thursday 13 November 2008
11:03 pm

started emo-ing when i was studying today, watching stupid videos me & the girls made while mugging for Os. can't wait to go home. excitingggg.

UPDATE: okay i change my mind. i dont miss you anymore. :)


Wednesday 12 November 2008
11:34 am

major stress-out.
major, major, major.
if you care for me at all, and if you believe prayer works, then pray for me.

oh and erm flight details - 
5th december
SQ 238, touching down 15:30.

can't freaking wait. 

*bounces around in excitement*

ok whatever am still majorly stressed out.


Monday 10 November 2008
12:14 am

THE WORLD IS AN EGG.
AND WE ARE ALL CHICKENS.

think about that.


Wednesday 5 November 2008
3:15 am

joey: my earrings very nice right!

*elisa stares blankly at my earrings.*

joey: oi! very nice right! it's from turkey!

elisa: really?

joey: *happily* yah!!

elisa: like the eggshell?

joey: huh does it look like it's made of eggshell?

elisa: err.. turkey is like the chicken right?

HAHAHA OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.


Tuesday 4 November 2008
7:32 pm

ask me why millions of children starve on a daily basis.
ask me why so many families are forced to prostitute their daughters.
ask me why teenagers turn to the occult and satanism, just to feel like they belong.
ask me why AIDS is now more rampant than it has ever been.
ask me why fathers rape their own children.
ask me why those children grow up to become as abusive as their parents.
ask me why the vicious cycle of pain and destruction is coming to no end.
ask me why there is no evidence of a living God on this planet. 

ask me, and i'll tell you. 

because i've been sleeping, clutching onto my pooh bear stuffed toy.
because all day long, i've been sitting in my room watching Gossip Girl. 
because i've been worrying about becoming fatter and fatter. 
because i've been looking in the mirror and obsessing over my numerous zits. 
because the bible's become just a book. 
because instead of fishing, i've been swimming around in my pretty little own aquarium.
because my life does not go beyond myself.

that's why. 


Monday 3 November 2008
9:13 pm

I HAVE DECIDED... THE THEME OF MY AWESOME SEXY-17 BIRTHDAY PARTAY IS GONNA BE MASQUERADE!
SO! GO GO GO BUY YOUR MASKS, PEOPLE! :D

oooooh nate loves serena but he told jenny by mistake... *sneaky sneaky*
and. just to brag a little bit...
MY ROOM IS SOOO CLEAN!!
THE STOVE IS SHINEY WHITE!! ( i took 'before' and 'after' shots, will upload later)
MY CLOTHES ARE IN MY CUPBOARD, NOT ON THE FLOOR!
THERE ARE NO MORE RANDOM BALLS OF DUST & HAIR LYING AROUND MY ROOM!
AND.... i blew 12 bucks on laundry. :)

hilda and erica came over last night to help clean my apartment up! :D
YAY! :) nice nice people who recognized a disaster when they saw one. :)

EDIT: NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO WEAR PINK! I AM WEARING PINK! :D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


Saturday 1 November 2008
1:48 am

want an unglam shot? i'll give you an unglam shot!
no! better yet! i will give you TWO unglam shots! 
because... i am an   a w e s o m e   friend. =D

Rachel Wong, ladies & gentlemen...
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