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Saturday, 26 July 2008
9:45 pm

strange how easy sinful thoughts seep in
strange how easy it is to hear satan's voice
strange how he never shuts up.

thankfully there's always God
my solace
my blanket
my strong tower, refuge, fortress, sword and shield
my Dad and Bestie <3

but what happens when Daddie keeps quiet?
and meanwhile, satan's there, never shutting up

what when thoughts of inferiority and defeat begin to bombard you?
like a hammer, pound, pound, pounding the nail
making sure it gets in, making sure the thought doesn't escape before it gets into you
into your heart where it desires to take root and produce fruit of sin and helplessness

what when you look around
and you feel like you're on a travellator on reverse, going backwards instead of forward
and all you can see is hopelessness and failure and exhaustion?

what when you look into yourself
and you realize you're all used up
and so all you see is emptiness, a great gulf of just... nothing? 

what when you look to God
strain your eyes to see Him
strain your ears to hear Him
strain your heart to feel Him
and He's no where to be seen, heard, felt?

what happens then?