tralalalalalala~

hot picture of me. :)
i think i look hot.
AND! married to Jesus, how could i forget?!!
last night, i had this sudden realization that life as it was, sucked-ass.
and i realised, my heart hurt so much because it was once so close to God, where it was meant to be all along, and suddenly it wasn't with Him anymore.
instead it'd been filled with lots of nonsense that could never satisfy.
that's why it hurt.
i called a whole bunch of people who didn't pick up their phones, and after calling liz for the third time, she answered.
we were on the phone for 30 min 13 sec, and, man i miss praying with her.


I LOVE MY BOFFY.
so, anyway. married to Jesus! how could i forget??
tucked safe in His arms and He's strong. don't let me let go...
P.S. thanks to all my darlings who smsed/emailed me bout not giving up. loveeee you allllll so muchhhhh.
i really really feel like hugging people right now, hahahaha. 6.5 months! whoopee!
P.P.S if anyone's thinking of watching gossip girl.... DON'T. yeah it's entertaining and addictive, and the girls are seriously pretty, but no no no baddd show, bad bad bad.