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i was flipping through some of my hundreds of old notebooks, and i came across this poem i'd written when i was 14. i'd been dreaming about my future husband (still am, hahaha) and then someone challenged me, and asked, if God wanted me to never get married, and stay single forever, would i obey? up to this day, i'm not sure. i want to get married. i want to have babies. i want... lots of things. so, anyway. the poem. Maybe i won't see your face, your amazing charming smileMaybe i won't get lost in your green eyes, or give birth to your childMaybe i won't get to feel your hair or your soft pink lips on mineMaybe i'll never enjoy your love; sacrificial, patient, kindMaybe i will never hear you laugh or you whispering my nameMaybe i won't experience joy with you, joy; with tears and painMaybe we won't discuss things like books, movies, thoughtsMaybe i will never share with you my views on life and GodMaybe i won't have a wedding reciting from Song of SongsMaybe i won't get to say "i do", like i've wanted for so longMaybe i'll never go on a honeymoon to italy, spain, franceMaybe i won't laugh myself to death when i trip you as we danceMaybe we won't do anniversaries with candles, chocolate, wineMaybe i'll never learn with you the skilled art of compromiseMaybe the life i wanted isn't God's plan for meMaybe He has something better, whatever that could beSo if the best includes you not, if we'll never meet or partI'll tell you, when i see you in paradise... you were always in my heart.
